February 2011
6 posts
pt of my song
Ill be your prototype but baby just for one night
close your eyes; cut off the lights cause in your mind this shits right
come on put up a fight; give up on you? A big might…
January 2011
14 posts
Ill excuse
it only this time……………… It’s extreme circumstances… but im not relapsing.
I love you so much....
I don’t know what else to say about it… I feel as if I can’t live without you.
smh
smh.! wtf… smh.!
Boredum
WTF.!?!?! Im fucking bored out of my mind.! No one will help me get out of it… Im A fucking drinker. lol.! I want to pop the fucking bottles until I can’t feel my face anymore.! lmfao.!!! Numb my mind out…. I need A damn…. roll out buddy… because… smh.! I won’t say it.! But anyways.!… Yeah…
Brandon (Cookiecake) Mathews pt.2
Hmm… you’re amazing.. lol.! Wonder what goes through your mind about me… and how often it goes through there… Im curious… so maybe you can inform me?… lol.
Love
Just like that you cause me intense happiness. I don’t understand how but we’ve become inseparable and im LOVING it. My one and only and we’ve fallen so hard the ground cracked and we fell straight through…
#AndStillFalling
I think im depressed....
Depression… I would hate to say I have it… but what’s the cause?…. I feel depressed at the moment… like If I end it maybe it’ll be ok… I wouldn’t dare try… tears are my release… Ill cry out any pain I have before I kill myself… but that’s just my preference…. I don’t murder.
Disrespect
OK to you it’s dumb and jealousy… But to me it’s pure disrespect. If A dude said some ish to me about you not being A real man i’d go off on them because they disrespecting you.! But you ignore it.! I don’t see eye to eye on that with you at all.!!!
She was lame for that.! Like forreal…but you probably laugh at it like she do. That’s where we but our...
Problem
“If you can put forth more attention to these other girls in public whereabouts more than you GIRLFRIEND; Then there’s A definite problem…”
Just writing...no connections
It feels as though I hear him
He’s walking on my heart
You’re not welcome
Therefore you’re trespassing
I love him can’t you see
God’s blessing makes you weak
I turn my head to your childish games
You’re afraid of all the pure good things
He makes me strong but you’re making me weak
No matter the day or the time of the week
I speak from my soul to...
Schools.....
Ahh… lol. So in 1 and a half years I will be graduating… I plan on still being with my baby… I wasn’t lying when I said we’re made to be together… but odds are he might be leaving my high school… already a distance?…. I love him and his dreams…. I support him 100%… and even more…so if leaving is best for him then please baby by all...
Brandon (Cookiecake) Mathews
Soooo…. on December 6,2010 he asked me to be his girlfriend… the thing i’ve been waiting on for…. 4-5 months… my emotinal rollercoaster has slightly come to an end. There’s still some stuff where I have to sit back and take A deep breath and tell myself… it comes with it… but at the end of the day I have him…. special? yeah. Amazing?...